the majority of the sweets were from these china men, shouting lai lai lai! tang guo! and no1 came but us. LOL. they bought like 3 full boxes of sweets. super racist man. hahha.
well thats the past. its time to look ahead.
4:29 AM
Thursday, October 30, 2008
new skin, new journey.
a levels are over soon.
roughly 20 days.
jc life is over.
2 years gone this fast.
and i am dead happy for a levels to end, no more studying this hard. ( if i can count myself studying hard that is )
fishing! here i come
8:53 AM
Monday, October 27, 2008
went to meet hanipple mata and bob after studying at np. super hot at np there. they stayed over, and we gambled slaps. i owe bob 116 slaps. wtf omg ??#!%!@!! damn lucky seriously. no comments. anyway. he tried to slap me but i avoid all. haha. went to sch to study as usual.
ken: eh asymtote is same number of proton and electron different number of neutrons right? ym: er? asymtote ? ken: yeah. is it? same number?? ym: err. asymtote? ken: yeah why? ym: ERRRR ASYMTOTE LEH ken: yeah wad thing. webster: i tot thats maths ken: oh yeah.
anyways. apart from the unglam moments of ken tan. he got wad he deserves after pangsehing us for his "girl" hahaha. classic moment. (:
rewind back on a time machine to set things right.
8:38 AM
Sunday, October 26, 2008
There wasn't anything I didn't love about u, You'd do some stupid things and I'd laugh at those too, And we went together like the summer in June But who'd have known that it'd rain so soon
Thought I'd be the only one that'd make u smile, Thought I'd be the only one that'd really know how But u showed me different and I know better now, I gotta get u out my system somehow
I replay it over and over again U were my girl, now we 'ain't even friends, U could've been my all or nothing, all or nothing, Now to me your nothing, girl u r nothing, now your nothing
Put u on a pedestal, girl I held u so high Was never too good at finding the words to describe, Just how I felt for u but u know that I tried, But somehow we went and changed inside
U damn near were my everything your still on my mind, But I'd rather be here all alone and I'm doin just fine Gotta take it back to the days before we met And live our lives as strangers again
I replay it over and over again U were my girl, now we 'ain't even friends, U could've been my all or nothing, all or nothing, Now to me your nothing, girl u r nothing, now your nothing
I replay it over and over again U were my girl, now we 'ain't even friends, U could've been my all or nothing, all or nothing, Now to me your nothing, girl u r nothing, now your nothing
December days, my summer turned to winter When u went away - I can't help but wonder Was he worth my pain - U shud know better - and I shouldve too And I cried, and u cried and we tried to make it work, Almost died while we tried, is that what our love was worth, If I cud do it again, I would be a better man, Now I'm living with just memories
I replay it over and over again U were my girl, now we 'ain't even friends, U could've been my all or nothing, all or nothing, Now to me your nothing, girl u r nothing, now your nothing
8:10 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008
virgin match of my juniors tmr in jjc against bbss. lol. all the best to my juniors. pls play well and dun be too nervous. (:
went for training today for their preparations. they seem to be ready, not sure about their forwards doh, they are still abit shaky in terms of scrums, line outs and their genre play.
26 more days.
6:44 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
when stress just takes over and u just cant help it.
I WONT BE FAT ANYMORE.
i hope.. . . . . .
bbss match on saturday. its roughly 1 + years since i last saw them, and now my juniors are going against them. PLEASE. %@&@%&$ them up. do us a favour. LOL. but i think u all can. counting on u guys, lucas, shengda, edmund, the gay twins.
8:33 AM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
27 more days 27 more days 27 more days. away from school, japan after a levels. i want to see the sceneries, away from the books. eat the apples there when singapore apples taste like shit.
and i still need to lose weight. gonna start running once a week alr. my 42.195km is on the line. i dont want to come back without a finisher T.
7:55 AM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
ok. i think i overdid some stuffs to kin onn. LOL. i wore his training gear to play before his training. cool huh. LOL. he was quite pissed, but yeah u noe, christians cant be pissed too long. so he just let it go. LOL. heng, it he were m_slim, i think i will be staring at a bomb at my doorstep now.
school is boring, i realised when theres no 1 in school, its even worse.at least j1s can talk and stuff, but today, not even 1 j1 stay back ( those i know at least ) library tmr. 28 more days man.
FREEDOM BABY!
ces yeux (:
8:18 AM
Monday, October 20, 2008
hectic day, went to school, and i realised, our usual occupied table is empty, luckily winifred accompanied me, if not, i dont know wad to do. LOL. seriously, without j2s, the j1s just stare at u blankly. and going assembly is even worse. quite contradicting, i dont go assembly even when i have school and now i go assembly when i dont. =.=
i think, a levels. die. LOL.
list to do after a levels
fishing japan and indo! tease the j1s since i have no more work rugby train running (42 km run =.=" ) LOSE WEIGHT
and the list goes on
ce sourire doux (:
7:20 AM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
so we got our treat today. we ordered the most expensive food.
seafood platter for 2! plus upgrading for a meal and we ordered cheesecake for dessert. look at mr chua and his ku xiao.
hahaha.
what me and elwin think what mr chua was thinking at that moment
mr chua thinking....
( why did i say any food?? why cant i just say school canteen? damn it)
( why didnt i dare the other nerds on the other table? why am i so stupid? )
ok anyway. damage done, and the total cost was $122. ouch. lol. and park didnt get the treat, ken took it in his place. lol.
we had our fun on the last day of school, initially it all seemed stupid, wearing tie , long socks, sandals, and uniform. but we accepted the bet of fish and co meal to walk into the GO and speak to the principal. we even took a picture. haha. okay, school ends this week, time passes so fast huh, 2 years just like that and a levels around the corner.
7:22 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
All Sides Shattered In a way, I need a change From this burnout scene Another time, another town Another everything But it's always back to you
Stumble out, in the night From the pouring rain Made the block, sat and thought There's more I need It's always back to you
But I'm good without ya Yeah, I'm good without you Yeah, yeah, yeah
How many times can I break till I shatter? Over the line can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Give me a break let me make my own pattern All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered I always turn the car around
I had no idea that the night Would take so damn long Took it out, on the street While the rain still falls Push me back to you
But I'm good without ya Yeah, I'm good without you Yeah, yeah, yeah
How many times can I break till I shatter? Over the line can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Give me a break let me make my own pattern All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered I always turn the car around
Give it up, give it up, baby Give it up, give it up, now Now
How many times can I break till I shatter? Over the line can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around All that I feel is the realness I'm faking Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting Always turn the car around
How many times can I break till I shatter? Over the line can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around
Don't wanna turn that car around I gotta turn this thing around
9:12 AM
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
my chinese teacher's a arrogant fuck.
she used her tissue paper, thinking it could chop her seat. wad lame logic is this? and the school was supposed to be close at 10pm, and she went around asking every1 to leave at 9.20. wads wrong with her? her age getting to her brain? and she left the other teacher alone? like, wo zou le zai jian. no responsibility, screwed up teacher. she should have just quit her job and work as a cleaning auntie. i rather spit in her face den greet her in school.
spoilt day.
8:29 AM
Monday, October 06, 2008
ok rugby training today got me bruises and cuts once again. on the stomach, the hand, the fingers. its good to train once more, with the juniors, have fun, play. i wonder how i felt last year, during our j1s, when we were training, so seriously, just because our seniors looked down on us, didnt bother to even train us. laughed at us as we trained our first few trainings due to drop balls. and now here i am, playing with my juniors, laughing, teasing, smiling. a huge contrast isnt it? and i am content, with their level of skill, it seems its about to pass our level, or maybe a little more experience would do the job. and its quite hard to believe when 1 of my juniors came up to me. " eh teach me tackling leh " and i didnt know wad to say, too long never play, and my tackling wasnt one of the best in the team either.
a levels is just 28 days away, 40 days to over. it will be the longest 40days.
the pain comes, not from the cuts, the bruises. but from that smile
6:31 AM
Saturday, October 04, 2008
there might be a slight change in me.
i guess one thing is true
i am voided of emotions
feelings
i dont feel anything anymore.
no heart throbs
i dont know why.
is this good or bad?
i cant
i just cant..
sorry
10:16 AM
Friday, October 03, 2008
Photo - Ryan Cabera
A photo can say a thousand things But it can't say the million words I wanna say A photo can capture the way we were But it can't capture the way we are Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you What it's like to touch you Yeah...
When you told me that you loved me Were those just words? You can't tell me you don't need me And I know that hurts Cause I'm looking at your picture Cause it's all I've got Maybe one day you and me will have One more shot
Timing lost minutes and moments Yeah, I might be lonely, girl But I'm not afraid In a second, it all comes right back to me No, nothing's forgotten now Yeah, everything's saved
What it's like to touch you What it's like to know you Yeah...
When you told me that you loved me Were those just words? You can't tell me you don't need me And I know that hurts Cause I'm looking at your picture Cause it's all I've got Maybe one day you and me will have One more shot
You were my life You were my faith You gave me hope everyday
When you told me that you loved me Were those just words You can't tell me you don't need me And I know that hurts Cause I'm looking at your picture Cause it's all I've got Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot..
8:38 AM
29 days 29 days 29 dayssssss........................................