a touching video

a reason to believe that true love do exists.







enjoy.......

i tried to study today, well, i did 2 physics mcq papers. the most among the circle. LOL. i read about something funny today, horoscope on the news papers.

Gemini:
you will be pissed with the social services u have asked for in dating other women, it is because u found them ugly and wonders why they are giving u such bad treatment. the ladies thinks the same way.



hhahahah. i laughed my ass off man.

Libra:
you will go into depression for afew weeks until someone walk up to u and explain to you that the movie 2012 is not a documentary. its a movie.



well, back to business.



on a serious note, i thought, everyone share the same feelings when it comes to emotions. i always regretted not putting my all in my ex, and when i saw a situation similar to mine, i thought, hey, i could help this. but well, the situation isnt quite right. i felt utterly disgusted when u were caught red handed. its quite upsetting to know that after all you have said and done, what u are doing is likewise, the opposite of what u are trying to portray yourself. actions speak louder than words. damn. whats all the pictures, the smses, the cookies, the cards for? when what u are doing aint the stuff u claimed to be?

well, i posted a simple question to my friend on the mrt the other day.

how do u get over it?

his answer was simple.

you dont.

that strike me right in my face.

you dont? den... how do you....


well, when i know that i am gonna think about it, i just let it come, try to occupy myself with other stuff and it will be alright....


i have nothing much to say, but i understand your pain and anger. i hope everything goes fine bro. cheers.






i tried to make things up, to make things better. to change things. but my impression is just too bad to make any difference, you know who u are, i understand how much unhappiness i have caused. and each time i think about it. i cant help but blame myself why i couldnt make things better, why couldnt i just do something about it? so many questions. even with comforting words from my friends, and no matter how good i can or will be, its nothing

when i aint got you.







sometimes, life just suck badly, and i have to accept it. not everything goes your way, not everything is perfect. not everything has a happily ever after.




on a happier note. CIRCLE OF FRIENDS. tmr, TOUCH AND RUGBY. please bring your gear. AT NIGHT THERE WILL BE MAHJONG.

















And suddenly I become a part of your past,
I'm becoming the part that don't last.
I'm losing you and its effortless,
Without a sound,
i lost sight of your ground.

presenting.... BALONGLONG... emoing over his lost. well, better luck next time bro.

omg. wong and poi? hmmmmmmmmmmmm....



PRESENTING.... NEH NEH PINCH QUEENNNNN! equipped with her sharp fingernails and deadly accuracy, her ultimate thrust of death would knock u flat with a bruise at your teh teh.
why so happy? u saw me? (:
i guess not ):

to end it off.................. SURRPRRISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZXCZXCZ.




ok off to bed.

well, didnt take pictures of wad i cooked, but i hope u guys enjoy the meal, LOL. mahjong session was a disaster! 7 ppl on 1 table. omfg. and well, the mahjong went well, gonna post some candid pictures whcih i took when all of em were sleeping. hahaha.




went for juniors training today, they have alot to improve on, but they lack communication. shouldnt train too much on fitness? haha. well, different strategy. i hope it works.



NINJA ASSASSIN. okay update more later. DOTA

dinner for today is,







pasta ( originally made for kaihui's birthday )





milk pudding








something else i created. i hope u guys wont get stomachache. haha. cheers.













mahjong ftw! (:

APOLOGY TO CIRCLE OF FRIENDS( if i am still in it i suppose ).




CORRECTION: YOU ALL HAVE GREAT STAMINA FOR SPORTS









BUT AN EVEN BETTER ONE FOR SHOPPING.









haha. better now? well mahjong today, was epic. quite fun, won $17.60. but the best part was. i get to fart in mr wong faisee. a sense of achievement.

































cookingmin ftw tmr!

i had a weird dream today.



i dreamt i woke up late

rushed to school.

upon reaching, my friend told me, its in the afternoon.


but it was in the morning.

so i missed my paper =.=


wts right? lol. and when i msged my dad about it. he replied " u never study den dont wan take paper"

LOL. and i woke up. just in time to reach sch for the paper =.=








CIRCLE OF FRIENDS FIRST OUTING. LOL.the only loser wearing uniform. damn it.




the arcade mania


the pool


the movie.


and last but not least, the crazy shopping =.=


apparently, girls who do not have stamina in sports, have stamina in shopping spree. i wonder how come guys cant sustain such minor tasks of walking around, choosing something they like without getting tired easily. lol. the guys ended up palying cards at ion before i got tired and left for home.


planner for this week


TMR: RUGBY

thurs: MAHJONG

friday: empty?!!?!?!?!?

sat: FISHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

sunday: STUDY.











time for miracles.

funny, but well. that kid drown. saddening

ahh. the chest aches. been awhile since i felt this way.. cant seem to get some sleep tonight.. forgetting is hard, let alone moving on. well, the easiest way is to hate, a way out from pain. but thats alil childish. well, i have to start picking up this broken pieces, and carry on with my journey alone. thanks, for hearing me out, letting out what i have been upset about for the past few days.









i needa sort things out, clear my head. getting over this emotional hurdle. i will be fine guys. i will be fine soon.

















my chest just felt so heavy on the bed.